About The Within Series

I have come to realize that often our profession and the skills we learn throughout our lives influence the way we perceive the world. It might even affect the way we encounter life. For instance, physicians are more aware of their mortality than other people, and they perceive and understand the human body differently. Musicians develop a sharper sense of hearing. Radiologist specialists are capable of identifying between sixteen different shades of gray within seconds.

Visual artists, particularly the ones who are always working from observation, like I do, develop a high sense of vision. During the process of drawing from observation, one has to pay very close attention to the form of the objects, and deeply understand how the visual elements interact with each other to be able to translate as accurately as possible into the canvas the image that hits our retina, and not our interpretation of the image (Which is not the same). As a result, I feel very much enraptured by the beautiful surface of strawberries, the geometric perfection of a bundle of cigarettes, and I am prevalently abstracted and often distracted by the aesthetic appealing of objects that are part of my daily life. 

Fortunately, during the time I was trying to write and research information to better understand my secret fixation about “vessels and fruits”. I came across with a research article by Stine Vogt, a psychology professor from Oslo University, who perfectly illustrated my issue with the limbo of light, colors, and shapes. The article explained that artists, especially visual artists who spend a lot of time painting and drawing from observation develop different eye scan patterns than non-artist individuals. Vogt stated: “Without learning to turn off the part of the brain that identifies objects, people can only draw icons of objects, rather than the objects themselves. When faced with a hat, for instance, most people sketch an archetypal side view of a hat, rather than the curves, colors, and shadows that hit their retina". ...in the other hand ‘artists’ special way of seeing translates into eye scan patterns that are markedly different from those of non-artists”

Consequently, and perhaps due to my "art educator nature" in which I always seek to pave the road between the audience (most of the time of non- connoisseurs) and the artwork; I decided to continue painting still-lives but depicting figures that are not contained in the fabric of reality. 

The images are intended to look slightly familiar yet impossible to identify. As a result, the viewer is forced to observe, to inspect the artwork closer, and in this endeavor trying to decode the figures the people might find more accurate visual information on composition within the painting than if they were glimpsing at an acquainted object. So, the artwork does not lay on the painting itself, but on the force, I imbue in the spectator to “observe”. It lays on my pursuit of making the viewer experience the visual world almost like I do.

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It has been said that all artworks are, in one way or another a form of self portrait (even if the finish piece looks like the generic version of white Jesus). I personally think that painting is a “challengy” channel to work with when attempting to articulate an idea. But because painting is what I do, maybe because I enjoy the process or perhaps because I am not creative enough, I humbly attempted to conceive this piece inspired by the anxiety and stress that comes from spending long hours shifts behind a dammed computer; the feeling of having my awesomeness and creativity mutilated by the rigid structures of a scheduled life, the office routine, and all of those things that often hinder my the beauty of life, happening every second right in front of me. But today, biking back home after the opening night, the informal artist talk, the small gathering and the glass of wine, I felt so fulfilled, because I realize that in the middle of the system jungle I have managed to survive. I realize that is precisely my awareness of the box what always permit me to find the way out of it. Today, high on happiness, I realized that I have succeeded already, because there has not been a single day I regret I took this path. In fact the many moments when things got a little harsh and tight only served as catalyzes for me to act more “stubbornly”… I could respect those people who are happy having an ordinary life, I would admire those who are able to find extraordinary things within the ordinary, but I feel deeply sorry for those who resign themselves to the box like world and and fail to protect their convictions. Because there is nothing more rewarding to be what you always wanted to be, and I have always wanted to be an artist. (Tex written on : Feb - 02 - 2016)